Not really in the mood for anything right now.  I can't find it in me to be productive...I'm trying my hardest to stay focused but my mind wanders.  I've cried so much these past two days.  I have to stay hopeful.  I have to keep positive.  Everything will work out.  Everything will fall into place as it should.  It always does.  I just need to keep talking to God and praying that everything will be okay.