Emo Blog.

"Stood on the corner for a while

To wait for the wind to blow down on me

Hoping it takes with it my old ways

And brings some brand new luck upon me

Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready

Oh but if i take my heart's advice

I should assume it's still unsteady

I am in repair, i am in repair "

Thanks, John. I couldn't have said it better myself.  

Lately, I really miss high school.  Those years were great.  I wish I could relive them sometimes.  Sure, its good to finally move on and get my life going---but its just that.  I actually have to get shit going now.  I'm going to miss those football nights, followed by late night trips to Jack in the Box or In n Out, singing Tom Jones' "Pussycat" or some other ridiculous song at the top of our lungs.  I miss running onto the field and hugging and kissing 88 after a good game...even if he smelled really bad and had sweat dripping out of every pore of his body.  There's no love like high school love---Love for your first "real" boyfriend, love for your girlfriends.  We get so damn attached to these people.  They change our whole damn lives.  Why do we get so caught up?  For what?  What ever comes out of it?

I hate thinking about these things.  I can feel my mind going a mile a minute.  It hurts like hell.

In just six months time....so much has changed, and in such little time.

Time to embrace it.  Change is necessary.