"I want your lungs to stop working without me. I think about writing you, I thought about calling you. What was I looking for? What am I looking for? I know, I'll hold this pain in my heart forever. I know, I'll hold, I'll hold."
-Floorplan, Tegan and Sara

So I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I can't continue living my life knowing that I didn't give us the chance that we deserved. As much as I try to fight these feelings, I can still feel myself being pulled in your direction--you make me want to try. I want to live a more fulfilling life.
Let's just give it a shot.


PS--I'm going back to Santa Barbara (more than likely). Going apartment shopping soon. All is well. Harrah, Harrah!