Geez, man. I feel like everything is upside down, out of place, all mixed up. My future as a UCSB student still holds a great deal of uncertainty, I've got grandma, grandpa, and possibly an uncle moving in soon, etc. etc. The funny thing is...I've got all these people cramped tightly into my sardine-can-of-a-world and yet I've never felt so alone as I do now. I fight back these feelings of resentment toward life, love, and all the other emotions that go along with it and constantly reassure myself that everything is going to be okay. I guess we can't always get what we want. Its just a matter of taking the bad and filtering out all the ugly to try and make it good again.