Update:

I work at Macy's. I'm still broke. Still trying to wrap my head around Operation SB. To seek private loans, or not to seek private loans...that is the question. I figure either way I'm going to be in debt, so why not be in debt and be happy, no?

We'll see.

I just wish that large sums of money would fall out of the sky and into my pockets.

Either way, I'm very blessed. I've got air in my lungs, a beautiful family, great friends, and a boyfriend that treats me like a queen.

Money is money and I'll be fine no matter where life takes me.