I've spent too much time these past few days being upset.  I'm constantly worried, constantly afraid, constantly getting myself hurt.  I don't sleep well.  I'm losing appetite.  I don't study.  I feel so lethargic...so weightless, pointless.  What's going on?  This isn't like me...not at all.  Time to leave behind all those bad ties, forget about all the others and just focus on myself again.  Dammit, its been years.  Thank you, Jenny Lewis.  Your words of wisdom and heartache have done me wonders.

I keep telling myself that I need a break....some time to myself, a break from it all, a change of pace, even.  

But then what?